What do you do when you screw up?

I belive that I screwed up major a couple of weeks ago. Today, more shit hit my fan because of that. And worst of all I couldn't remember what I had done. Still I can't honestly remember if I had made a mistake. It seems like a lot of things are going to hell now-a-days, don't know why, but suddenly karma isn't really fair. It's almost like it never ends. Yes, I feel sorry for me and this is the first time that I have admitted something like this. Usually I think "there is a reason for everything" and "there is a solution to every problem". But today... fuck those two sentences. I am pissed. I try so hard to do a good job... well almost, I do what I need to do. And yes, maybe karma is punishing me for that. Maybe I should change my religious views. Go back to being a Catholic since I did have my conformation in the Vatican... You can always confess your sins and wrong doings and God will forgive you...sounds good doesn't it?

I need to get in control and maybe just say that I did wrong even though I can't remember it. Is that right or wrong?

My mom told me the other week "it's almost amazing how good you are when you don't care. Imagine how it would be if you really did care". Maybe I should just listen to my mom...